You don’t know how much pain you cause me by making any sort of contact with me now, even if it is anonymous(I know it is you). If you are truly over me then stop looking at my page, stop sending anonymous messages. I don’t waste my time stalking you so if your are with someone else why are you stalking my blog? When you try to make contact with me I get the feeling that you regret your decisions and that you’re not really over me. I don’t forgive you for all the shit you did to me, maybe you know what you did was wrong, or maybe you really are just a horrible person, but if you have any decency please just leave me alone. Stop looking at my blog. I haven’t done anything to you, so stop bothering me. You aren’t a part of my life anymore, just a ghost from the past.
Like a Wrecking Ball - Eric Church - The Outsiders (2014)
I hate how scarred I got from my first relationship, I haven’t felt like I was good enough for anyone in such a long time. I have been emotionally unstable ever since the breakup. I have inflicted physical pain on myself, as well as caused myself mental problems. Worst of all I am afraid to love again because all I know is pain resulting from loving someone
Well that’s it, he’s gone. Even though he was really a horrible person, I am still kind of sad; I am down to one grandparent, and that is tough to think about. You take things for granted and once they are gone they are gone for good. People come and go but memories last a lifetime. I will wear a tough outer shell,but this is a time when I wish I had someone to stay up with me and talk about how I am feeling and someone to just be present, so I’m not alone.