Hi :) it’s a girl that I work with, she is the biggest sweetheart I have ever met, she has a beautiful personality to go with a pretty face. I want to tell her how I feel, but I don’t want to make things weird between us since we work together, especially since she is kind of like my supervisor.
Can telling random strangers they’re beautiful become a thing? Just imagine how nice it would be to have someone you don’t know tell you that you’re beautiful!
My cousin got married today and it is amazing how much I realized has changed in my life. Most of which has taken place in the past couple months since I started my job. I have become so much more outgoing, others have even noticed my new “fearless” personality. I have also noticed my new outlook on love, I think I am as completely healed from my heartbreak as I possibly can be. I believe in love again! I think I would actually be ready to get back into a relationship, which is a word that I have run from for quite some time now. I am ready to fall head over heels in love with someone I would do anything for. So here goes nothing I promise myself that I will seriously work on telling the girl I have the biggest crush on exactly how I feel. Back to my job, it was honestly the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, I’m not even sure what made me decide to apply for it, but I am so thankful that I got put into this position that has honestly saved my life. I have so much that I am thankful for, all of my family and friends, and all of my followers, whether or not you know it, you all helped me get through a difficult time in my life. I love you all and goodnight!
I am up so much later than I hoped to be up, because of res life staff issues, to not be able to punish the situation because of lack of evidence. I have been getting sexually harassed on snapchat by someone I don’t know, but who apparently knows much more about me than I am comfortable with, I figured out how to block her from contacting me through snapchat, although I am worried she is stalking me in real life because I got a strange message on my whiteboard while I was in class today. I just hope this ends now. I have still not worked up the courage to ask the girl out, although my crush gets on here is still strong as ever. At least I get to see my family again for the first time since early August this weekend!
As I lay awake thinking about you, I wonder if you ever think about me?
It is amazing how a high blood sugar can make you feel. I felt like I was having a bad depression spell, and then some insulin and a good workout and I am feeling great again.